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Monday, September 04, 2006

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 21:46:24 GMT

So what happened today in the life of Jamie? I babysat my nephew, screwed around on myspace, danced in the rain with my nephew,....uh thats basically it haha.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 21:22:31 GMT

Basically,

I'm not excited at all about school starting

I'm happy to see friends and shit, but other htan that I'm like fuck it hahaha.

but, it'll have to start some time

an that just means the holidays

are just around the corner!!!

-Jamie

Love you like a baby

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 05:20:40 GMT

I don't know what to say

You're running across my mind

Each and every time I think of you

I choke, my heart smokes and all these folks

Don't care. They just stand there

Watching a movie without meaning

While I'm sitting here screaming

Screaming for you

Can you hear me darlin

Don't you understand?

I want to love you like a baby

But cherish you like a man.

We onced spoke of regrets

Regrets or freats of opportunites missed

Such as a boy I never kissed

Well heres a twist for ya

That boy is you.

Its always been you

You're the one I've been searching for

The one I've been hoping for

The one who gets a peice of me

And comes back wanting more.

Honey can't you see

Don't you understand

I want to love you like a baby

But cherish you like a man

So unspoken words are spoken

And mended hearts may soon be broken

again and again but in the end baby

I hope that you'll comprehend

That I love you

I've always loved you

Self Discovery

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 22:26:42 GMT

Okay,

So, I've liked this guy for a long time right. I don't want to risk putting his name up here so I'll just call him beauty queen. Well, I've liked beauty queen for a long time...but I never had the balls to ask him out...eaither that or I simply wasn't available at the time. Well see last year, this boy didn't date. He was just a free bird. But he dated this chick this year right....so he's sorta considering dating now. So, I have a chance right? WRONG!

Well, if you said I was right...then I guess you're right. But I've discovered something. Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend I realized that I was extreamly flirtacious...right? So, I think I will just enjoy being single and flirt to the best of my ability. Well, sort of. I'm not going to approach anyone. If someone were to approach me frist....then I'd consider it. But for awhile, I'm not going to make the first move.

Please tell if you think thats a good idea or not.

<3 Jamie

Romancism or Realism....and all some misc.

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 19:26:27 GMT

This is kind of a weird topic, sort out out there and randome but yet I feel the need to express myself in some sort of non interesting way. Personally, I'm a full romantic. I could look at a piece of paper and judge it based upon the connection it once had with a tree, about how humans tore it apart from its original family just for their own personal use. Well, I suppose I should say our personal use...I too am human.

I was sitting at school today and there is this chick who was sitting next to me....she was hyper. I'm sitting there, looking at her wondering why she wants all that attention. I will admit that i too am an attention whore but I don't make myself look like a fool to get it. If I get someone's attention I do my best to cherish it and use in the best of my ability. How come we live in a world where people pretend/wish they had ADHD....or pretend/wish they were bipolar. Now don't get me wrong, I understand that there are some people out there who are actually bi polar or have ADHD. I don't know....pehraps its a new trend that I'm not catching on to....nor do I have a desire to catch on to it.

Its lame...

I don't know I feel so deep today. I was watching this guy I like talk to another girl and I found this instant burst of jelousy and rage against this girl who I actually like. She's really cool. I've learned that I have a terrible habit of psyching myself out of situations. Like, if I like someone, and I see him looking at another girl, I will automaticlly think to myself oh, he likes her not me so I'm just going to step off. If I were dating him at the time however, I wouldn't think that way....I'd know that he was mine, and that he cared or perhaps even loved me...and I trust him enough to be talking to another girl. Its when I'm in that stage where I can't say that I'm with them, when they're free to blow where ever the wind takes em.

I don't know....its lame. lol =P

<3 Jamie

This is what happens when a girl meets a boy

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 15:37:28 GMT

Nothing...

Haha, just kidding. So I was sitting in the rain today and I thought to myself, why do people wanna get away from it so bad. You have people like me, I suppose you could call us the romantics, that see the beauty of rain, why its there, ect ect. And then realists worry about getting wet and trying to find shelter asap...or a hat...or I dunno, a text book to put over their heads lol.

No, I'm not trying to put eaither party down, Just asking is all.

So, another boring day in the world of Jamie. If you'd like to hang out with me or something, reply to this here message. I'm so bored its not even funny. I just wanna get out and do something with someone.

<3 J a m i e

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 01:34:54 GMT

Hello,

Sorry about not updating as much much as have. Its ...difficult to find the time to. I'm grounded off the computer so I can only get on when no ones home...or if I am using the excuse of having homework to do.

Not much has really been going on...at least not stuff that I feel like putting on the internet. I've had trouble with people finding me....not cool people eaither...lame people who like to bust my ass. I'm probably going to get in trouble for saying that, but meh.

If you'd like to hear from me go to my myspace www.myspace.com/xxxwistfulmemoriesxxx

You'll love it...hopefully haha. I need to change my profile on there though, I'm getting bored with the darkness...but I have to wait another day to do that =P

message me if ya'll want to AIM- spillingblood911

<3 Jamie

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 20:06:41 GMT

Tis a windy day in the neighborhood. Everything looks quite lifeless I must say hahaha. But I still think it looks beautiful in its own way.

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 14:02:20 GMT

Okay,

So I know the music on this profile right now is a little screwed up. I'll fix it later, but right now I'm simply to lazy to do it. But then again, most likely, as soon as I'm finished writting this comment, I'm gonna go fix it. And if you click on the music list to try and play a song and it dosn't play...that means the site where I got it from shut down. I gotta get a whole new list going hahaha =P

But okay lets see. Its 10 am on the 24th of Febuary. Last night, I had the whole house to myself. No, no party, no boys, no nothing actually. It was kinda lame. I sat on the computer, watched tv, video games, a porn here and there, phone convos hahahahaha. You know, the usual I sppose. Other than that, it was kinnda a dull night. You didn't miss much haha =P

<3 Jamie

UPDATE

I FIXED ALL MY MUSIC MUHAHAHA!!!! I lost a few songs, but there are also some new ones aswell. -does one of those success dances-

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:13:08 GMT

Okay,

So, today basically sucked major butt..but then again it does everyday! I can say at least that today was the last day of our exams...WHOOHOO HAHAHA!! I'm so happy about that. OKAY So my schedual for the rest of the week:

Thursday I have a basketball game and then I'm going to the movies with my boyfriend and a few friends. Friday I have a basketball game and a few friends over afterwards haha!Then Saturday I have another game against this really tough school haha and from then on...I'M A FREE LADY =P It'll be cool

Ugh, I'm hungry...but then again I'm not...I'm not sure how I feel =P

Jamie