So what happened today in the life of Jamie? I babysat my nephew, screwed around on myspace, danced in the rain with my nephew,....uh thats basically it haha.

Basically,

I'm not excited at all about school starting

I'm happy to see friends and shit, but other htan that I'm like fuck it hahaha.

but, it'll have to start some time

an that just means the holidays

are just around the corner!!!

-Jamie

Love you like a baby

Self Discovery

Okay,

So, I've liked this guy for a long time right. I don't want to risk putting his name up here so I'll just call him beauty queen. Well, I've liked beauty queen for a long time...but I never had the balls to ask him out...eaither that or I simply wasn't available at the time. Well see last year, this boy didn't date. He was just a free bird. But he dated this chick this year right....so he's sorta considering dating now. So, I have a chance right? WRONG!

Well, if you said I was right...then I guess you're right. But I've discovered something. Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend I realized that I was extreamly flirtacious...right? So, I think I will just enjoy being single and flirt to the best of my ability. Well, sort of. I'm not going to approach anyone. If someone were to approach me frist....then I'd consider it. But for awhile, I'm not going to make the first move.

Please tell if you think thats a good idea or not.

<3 Jamie

Romancism or Realism....and all some misc.

This is kind of a weird topic, sort out out there and randome but yet I feel the need to express myself in some sort of non interesting way. Personally, I'm a full romantic. I could look at a piece of paper and judge it based upon the connection it once had with a tree, about how humans tore it apart from its original family just for their own personal use. Well, I suppose I should say our personal use...I too am human.

I was sitting at school today and there is this chick who was sitting next to me....she was hyper. I'm sitting there, looking at her wondering why she wants all that attention. I will admit that i too am an attention whore but I don't make myself look like a fool to get it. If I get someone's attention I do my best to cherish it and use in the best of my ability. How come we live in a world where people pretend/wish they had ADHD....or pretend/wish they were bipolar. Now don't get me wrong, I understand that there are some people out there who are actually bi polar or have ADHD. I don't know....pehraps its a new trend that I'm not catching on to....nor do I have a desire to catch on to it.

Its lame...

I don't know I feel so deep today. I was watching this guy I like talk to another girl and I found this instant burst of jelousy and rage against this girl who I actually like. She's really cool. I've learned that I have a terrible habit of psyching myself out of situations. Like, if I like someone, and I see him looking at another girl, I will automaticlly think to myself oh, he likes her not me so I'm just going to step off. If I were dating him at the time however, I wouldn't think that way....I'd know that he was mine, and that he cared or perhaps even loved me...and I trust him enough to be talking to another girl. Its when I'm in that stage where I can't say that I'm with them, when they're free to blow where ever the wind takes em.

I don't know....its lame. lol =P

<3 Jamie